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[24 Jan 2009|09:26pm] |
new livejournal because this one is crap.
un1_b0mb3r
if you love me, you'll add me.
if you hate me, well..fuck you.
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[01 Jan 2009|03:34am] |
happy fucking new year.
p.s. kill the drama.
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[23 Dec 2008|11:26pm] |
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wow...
wow.
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[07 Dec 2008|09:27pm] |
buzz bake sale was AMAZING. what an awesome way to spend an entire day. i loved every minute of it. it's definitely going to be an annual thing.
why do weeks pass by so slow ? i dred school a little more each day. =/ tomorrow, fortunately, i'm going on an english honor society fieldtrip. should be fun.
i love talking about sex and boys with chode. we're too cool. =]
procrastination fucking rocks!
mariano: "are we going to smoke this weekend?"
lexie, katy, me: "sure why not."
mariano: "ok, but only us four girls."
am i the only one that finds that hysterical?
i love you guys.
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[04 Dec 2008|08:44am] |
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buzz bake sale..here we come.
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[22 Nov 2008|09:15pm] |
what happened to our generation ?
when did it become ok to have sex with your best friends' boyfriend?
when did it become ok to be friends with someone who steals your coke and uses bars to replace it?
when did it become ok to deny the truth repeatedly in the face of people who were once willing to give up their life for yours?
when did it become ok to mask your identity and steal your own grandmothers purse so you could get high?
when did it become ok to spend every dime you earned and every second of your time on drugs?
when did drugs and a good time become directly correlated ?
when did the fact that you were to barred out to remember something you did become a valid excuse for fuck ups and heartbreaks?
when did class become an opportunity to get high?
when did being high more often than not become "cool?"
when did bleeding incessently from the nose from snorting too much coke become funny?
when did saturday night fun with your friends switch from movies, dinner, and laughter to sex, drugs, and alcohol?
when did sex become just sex?
when did the quote "i live for the nights i can barely remember with the friends i'll never forget" become so widely accepted?
when did not being able to remember an entire weekend become fun?
when did sobriety become so uncool?
when did it become ok to put yourself before everyone who puts you before themselves?
what happened to morals? what happened to innocence? what happened to purity? what happened to love? what happened to true friendships?
what happened to you?
i'm not claiming to be perfect and i never will. i admit i used to be pathetic. i'd spend entire paychecks on a feeling that only last a few hours. i, however, never decided it would be ok to fuck over the world because i was too fucked up to care about anything besides myself.
one glorious day, you will (hopefully..and i mean it) grow out of your drug addiction phase. one day you will realize you lost friendships that come around once in a lifetime. you'll realize that when people were calling you a slut they weren't talking shit because you did indeed spread your legs for one too many "cuties" while in highschool.
if you never get over your drug addiction and you become a junkie, i hope that while you shoot up a lethal dose of whatever asinine drug you've chosen to induce you remember me and all my efforts to help you and i hope you feel eternal regret.
thank god for lexie, katy, matt, ricardo and my parents. if it weren't for them..i'd probably be as pathetic as you.
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[20 Nov 2008|10:52pm] |
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hello all.
matthew and i are back together ! =] hooray for me ! i'm so happy. it's so true that one doesn't know what they have until the lose it. we got back together yesterday..on our 11 months. cute..i know.
marissa supposedly told raychel that matt said that we were never going to get back together. hmmm..odd, don't you think? if you're going to lie..try something believable..alright, darling?
anyways..i'm doing amazing in school except for math. i have 5 weeks to bring up my grade..think i can do it ?
the weekends have gotten so lame. i never do anything anymore. well, i hang out with my friends but we never actually do something. we usually just "chill." don't get me wrong now, i love to hang out with my friends..but i wouldn't mind partying more often than not. you feel me ?
i got in a fight with my parents tonight so i couldn't do anything. wonderful. oh well..i probably deserved it but i'm too stuborn to realize it now.
pacsun called me yesterday and told me i don't start work until december 14. blahh. i was supposed to start working on monday. kinda sucks because THIS BITCH IS BROKE AS A JOKE.
oh my..how could i forget...after 4 grueling years of begging..i, valeria manavello, fucking finally got my lip pierced. talk about the most painful piercing of my life. dave pierced it with a thin needle but it still hurt like hell. i could feel each layer of skin and tissue ripping. quite pleasant. =]
i can't wait until wednesday ! everyone that's in college (including my darling brother) is coming down. woop woop. party time.
who the fuck would of thought i'd be making plans to chill with g ? fucking awesome.
rock out with your cock out, ya'll.
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[12 Nov 2008|10:51pm] |
it's over.
i thought things would be easier to deal with since it was mutual.
it's only been a few hours and i miss him so much.
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[07 Nov 2008|11:35am] |
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how i hate neglecting my dearest livejournal. =[
i'll start with last weekend...
saturday i went to halloween horror nights. it was fun only because i was wih fun people. last year was sooo much better. the park was packed and the lines were ridiculous but we managed to make the best out of it. i wigged out right before we went in one of the haunted houses. i was like "fuck this! no fucking way i'm not going in there!" yeahh..i ended up going in but i had my eyes closed most of the time =]
on sunday lexie, chelsea, and i went to the taking back sunday show. they were AMAZING. lexie and i almost killed some chick in the crowd. wassap now. the people in the crowd were kind of wack cause they kept moshing well there was NO MUSIC. am i the only one that find something wrong with that ? hmm...
this friday i spent the night with matty <3 we rented a movie but i fell asleep. poo.
oh well, i still had fun.
yesterday was a night to remember. i seriously have never been that drunk in my sad little life. i was having sooo much fun with everyone but then people started to get sick =[ my little chode..poor bebe. i'm so happy i didn't throw up. chode told me that on the way home they had to pull over because i was going to throw up. hmm..? well, i met new people and i laughed all night so it was a good way to end the weekend =]
today i'm spending the day with matt. woo hoo !
and tomorrow is the day i have been waiting for 4 years: the unibomber is getting her lip pierced. hell naw.
love.
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[25 Oct 2008|06:25pm] |
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my birthday turned out to be fun. on friday night i went to shibui with marissa, deanna, lexie, katy, and ariel. ahhh i love sushi ! it was a lot of fun. lexie and chode gave me a pimp ass harry potter jacket. i looove it ! <3 as soon as i learn how to post pictures on livejournal my entries are going to be overflowing with them.
on the morning of my real birthday i went to breakfast with my mom and matt. yummm. a fucking clown came to our table and scared the shit out of me. he shoved icecream in my face and started singing happy birthday like an annoying cuban..but hey, it's the thought that counts, right ?
at night we had a kegger at alex's house. very fun even though there weren't a million people. i have thousands of picture which will soon be on my website. i know..the suspense is killing you, but i'm sorry my fellow computer nerds..you're just going to have to wait. =]
matt gave me my present today and it's exactly what i wanted. it's the most amazing underoath jacket. ahh i love it. thanks babe..i love you <33
lexie is sick and feels like barfing =[ feel better !
we're going to halloween horror nights this weekend ! woo hoo..i'm so excited. it was so much fun last year and more people are going this year so i'm sure it's going to be just as fun if not more. i wish lexie could go. i'll get extra scurred just for you. (if they turn on the lights we're fucked!)
on sunday lexie and i are going to fort lauderdale to see taking back sunday. i must admit i'm not the fan i used to be because i've moved on to bigger and better things (underoath, emery, hawthorne heights, atreyu...need i go on?) but a portion of my heart is forever with them. besides they're good live and i always have fun at their shows so why not ?
sooo i come home after school and find my aunt sleeping in my brothers bed. yayy ! she's so cool and she rarely comes here. whenever she's here my mom is in the best mood (which is just a perk, of course).
i really can't wait until college. i used to think i'd spend my whole life here in miami, but i feel like i won't survive another week. i'm bored of seeing the same things every day. i mean i know if i move i'm going to see a the same things every day just in another location, but it's always nice to start over. i can't wait to have my own apartment and meet new people. only 2 years left =/
long enough entry i'd say. love to all that love me (what ? you thought you'd get my love if you hated me..? psshhh)
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[23 Oct 2008|03:33pm] |
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IT'S MY MOTHERFUCKING BURFFDAYYYY !!!
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first and foremost, everyone must take part in the "which color is better for lexie's hair" election. in the words of p diddy.."VOTE OR DIE"
lexie just pulled down her shirt and made her boobs dance to the spice girls. wassap now.
on the 19th it was 10 months with matt. yaayy!! <333
last night i went to the drama show. it was sooooo good. i loved it..fo real.
my burrrdaaaayy is in 2..yeah that's right..2 days ! holler at yo girl. except i don't think i'm going to do anything too exciting because there really isn't anything to do..right ? what am i going to do..have a "rad party" at my house with my mom there ? i'd rather eat or something...uhh..
tomorrow night lexie, chode, marissa and i are going to eat sushi. SUSHI ! ahhhhhhhhhh i love fish. =] i can't wait.
omg i love mariano. i was so sad this morning because i left my emery jacket in the small patio where we sit every morning and by the time i realized and went back to get it, it was gone ! i was so sad i felt like crying. after school mariano gave it to m e and said he found it in the dirt. hoorrayy !
halloween horror nights is next weekend. i wish lexie would go. stupid workaholic. i'll get extra scared in your honor. <3 *if the lights turn on, we're fucked*
shows coming up:
taking back sunday: halloween
underoath: november 16
emery (again): november or december
green day (in atlanta but i'm going to find a way to get there if it kills me): uhhh..anybody know ?
"i just want to tell everyone that i love lexie. she's awesome. even though she's a little chub and she has plenty of arm fat to go around..i still love her. bam."
quote from one of the coolest people in the world: lexie.
donating blood can save up to 3 lives. be smart. wear a rubber.
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[12 Oct 2004|07:42pm] |
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emery was unbelievable. i forgot how amazing it feels to watch my favorite band play only 10 feet away from me. unfortunately, we got a little confused with the time. we thought the show started at 9:30 but in fact emery went on at 9:30. we got there like 10 minutes late so we missed a couple songs. when we walked in they were ending my favorite song =[ blahhh. they played maybe 4 songs and that was it but it was well worth the drive and 9 bucks. i have a new obsession 'cause they're just so fucking good. even though we drove all the way to the factory and 20 minutes later we were on our way back home, the trip was pretty fun. they're coming back in november for december. holllller.
my mom comes home tomorrow. i've missed her so i'm excited to see her. =]
i applied to hot topic and job interviews are a little later in the month so hopefully i'll be working there. god knows i need some flow. hah.
hotel party this weekend ----> not excited at all.
11 days until my burrrdaaayyy !! HELL NAW !
what up to all my party people.
the end.
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[06 Oct 2004|10:44pm] |
god, i fucked up.
i was exicted that my parents were going to be gone for the weekend because i was going to be on my own, but i've never felt so fucking alone and helpless.
i want to change. no, i need to change.
i hope they forgive me. i can't stand this feeling of failure.
i never want to see weed ever again, so don't be stupid enough to offer it.
i miss my mom and dad. come back.
matty...thank you. <3
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[19 Sep 2004|12:47pm] |
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what the fuck happened last night ? i only remember certain parts.
there was way too many people and way too many blunts but it was fuuunnnn.
the most random people started showing but i was too retarded to actually care. whatever. nothing crazy happened THANK GOD. the only dramatic portion of the evening took place around 10 i think. the toilet overflowed. it was hysterical and i couldn't stop laughing but i'm sure if i were sober i would have hated it. katrina, claudia, and some other girl helped me clean up which was really nice..so thank you ! <3
all in all...a fun night. =]
today is 9 months with matt ! <3333 hoooray ! i think we're going to watch a movie at his house and order pizza. i'm so excited. i love you, matty !
lexie, katy, marissa, and matt are the coolest fucking people in the world. no joke, you guys fucking amaze me. i've let a lot of close friends drift away but no one could pay me enough to ever even consider letting you guys go. loove.
katy, marissa and i are going up to tally on friday. what the fuck yooo. i can't wait to see my brother and old friends.
halloween horror nights is coming up soon. don't even play.
fuck you, fuck you, you're cool..i'm out. =]
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[16 Sep 2004|05:41pm] |
parents in new york saturday night.
what the fuck ?!
party at my house yo.
want to come ? holler.
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[13 Sep 2004|06:43pm] |
i dyed my hurrr yesterday with matty <3 it didn't come out the way i thought it would but the colors came out cool. i'm at matt's house now trying to get a better color. we'll seee...
this past weekend was alllott of fun. i hung out with a different crowd which was cool.
we went to the planetariam but we missed the light show ! =[ it's ok..they're doing it again on friday. pink floyd and the doors ? what the fuck !!!
9 months in 6 days !!! <333
schools good and i love my friends. =]
goodbye.
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happy burrrday lexie !!! <3
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[02 Sep 2004|07:41pm] |
we're not going up to see my brother anymore. we're going to ride out the storm at lexie's house.
in good news, the high pressure that would make the hurricane go west and straight for miami is getting stronger as i type this. how fucking exciting. there's no way of knowing if this shit is hitting us hard or not. uughhh...
saturday is lexie's birthday. everyone better get her a ridiculous present because frances fucking ruined it for her.
i love lexie.
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[02 Sep 2004|12:43pm] |
i hate the news. they repeat the same shit over and over again like we don't already know. the hurricane is coming, put up your shutters, get water and canned food..why thank you captain-fucking-obvious. it's like they're getting all excited over this shit while the whole city is a mass ball of chaos. at least we're getting hit with the south side of the storm, or so they say. either way, i'm not going to be here to experience it. we've never been through a hurricane so our house isn't prepared for a storm like this. in a couple hours we're going to be driving up to FSU to see my brother. if the storm heads over there, we're going to continue driving north. how fun.
i'm not so worried about the hurricane actually hitting miami, i'm more nervous about not being able to contact lexie, katy, deanna, marissa, and matt while the hurricane happily consumes florida. i'm going to have no way of knowing that they're ok and that makes it almost impossible to fight back the tears. the aftermath of the hurricane is going to be a bitch to deal with as well. i can't wait.
i really hope everyone stays safe, and i'll see you when i get back.
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